I will say to my brethren and sisters that I count it a blessing and a
privilege to occupy a few moments this morning in bearing my testimony
and expressing my feelings to you; and I hope what little I may say
may be dictated by the Holy Spirit, for I have lived long enough in
this world to know that I can neither edify myself nor the children of
men without the Holy Spirit.
I have a few thoughts upon my mind, which I wish to present. Since I
have attended this conference, I have listened attentively to the
teachings, counsels, reproof, corrections, testimonies, and subjects
which have been given to us by the servants of God.
It brings to mind the days before I heard "Mormonism." I have spent
hours, and days, and nights, among the rocks and in the forest,
praying to Almighty God to enlighten my mind, and lead me in the paths
of rectitude and duty, and that he would let me live to behold a
people he could own, who did receive the revelations of Jesus Christ,
the Gospel, the principles and covenants which the ancients received
The Lord revealed to me that I should have this privilege, and I have
lived to see the Kingdom of God set up: it is before me today, in
this tabernacle, and all the blessings of the Priesthood, and all the
covenants, and all the power necessary to lead a people into salvation
is here today.
I want to say in answer to my feelings, that as I realize the Kingdom
of God is here, I realize also that we have a leader to it. We live in
a great and important day and generation, we live in the midst of the
mighty work of God, in a time when he has stretched out his hand to
accomplish that great and mighty work, in fulfilment of the word of
God, written in the volume of revelation which points to our day.
Any man who has a particle of the Spirit of God can see that there
were great things to transpire in our day. We are in our alphabet:
there are but a few of the works of Almighty God that have yet been
declared in our ears in comparison to that which is to come. No man is
qualified to stand at the head of the house of Israel, to carry out
the great purposes of our God, unless he is inspired by the
Almighty all the time. We have such men at our head. Joseph Smith was
of that class. From his childhood, or from the time the angel rent the
veil of eternity and showed him the record of Ephraim, until the day
of his death, he was led by the hand of God. No man had any business
to say unto him, Why dost thou so? He was a shaft in the hand of the
It is not less so now with President Young, who stands at the head of
this people; for he does point out the way in which this people should
walk. Who is going to take hold of the Ark and steady it for him? No
man. President Young has the right to make use of my name or yours
before the people, by way of correction. It is not our business to
call him to an account for it. He has a right to correct, reprove, and
guide us, and he has had to do so all the day long; and he has been a
father to this people continually. I have been acquainted with him,
and traveled with him for many years; and I will say, I have felt
many a time to thank God that he has given to us fathers, as leaders
and teachers, who have been filled with mercy and compassion, and with
the words of eternal life.
I have wondered many a time in my life how I have passed along so
smoothly as I have. I have felt that I have been worthy of correction
in a good many things; yet I desire to pursue a course whereby I may
become justified. I have my weaknesses, errors, and follies, and can
see them by the light of the Holy Spirit.
There is nothing I have ever done in my life that was wrong but what I
have been sorry for. I know President Young is endowed with the power
of God, and so do you know it; and I know he can discover weaknesses
in many of us, and he corrects us for our good. The reproofs of a
friend are far better than the kisses of an enemy.
With regard to correcting the Twelve, or anybody else, I am glad,
when we are corrected, to see the brethren kiss the rod. We have to
learn to build up this kingdom before we are prepared, as polished
shafts in the hands of the Lord, to stand up and magnify our calling
as Apostles of Jesus Christ. There is nothing that President Young
brings forth for this people to carry out but we are all interested
in, whether we understand it or not.
Should I, or any man in the kingdom of God feel for a moment to object
to President Young's handling or controlling gold or wealth for his
own benefit, or the rolling of the kingdom? No, we should not. I wish
he had his millions, for he has clearly manifested before our eyes,
from the beginning until now, his talents and gifts as a financier; and
we all know he has been profitable to the Church and kingdom of God,
to Zion, and this whole people. It matters not to me whether it is in
building a Temple, establishing a Carrying Company, or anything else
that is presented for the accomplishment of the purposes of the Lord
and the building up of his kingdom, and the gathering of Israel; we
are equally interested in it, and should go to with our might, and
carry out the work assigned us.
Many things will be made manifest unto us, and our labors will have
to extend through many channels, ways, and means, before the way is
prepared for the coming of the Son of Man.
I feel thankful to God that his hand is over us. He has guided,
controlled, and delivered us from the hands of our enemies.
We may thank the Lord that we have a man among us who has got the Holy
Ghost enough to reprove sin, whether among his wives, or his best friends, or worst enemies. What would become of this people, were
it not so? We would go to hell. No man can govern his steps, control
his life, and correct his errors, if there is not somebody inspired by
the power of God to lead in this matter.
There is a just cause many times for reproof and correction; and it is
a good sign to me when we are reproved. It shows there are redeeming
qualities in this people. When President Young wants anything of us, I
care not what, let us respond to his request. We have to build up this
kingdom by union and faithfully following those men set to lead us, or
else we will be scattered. The blessings of God will be taken from us,
if we take any other course.
The Presidency, in their remarks here, have referred to the hatred of
the wicked against us. Jesus says, "I have chosen you out of the
world, therefore the world hate you. If you were of the world, the
world would love its own: but because I have chosen you out of the
world, therefore the world hate you."
Look at the world; they are divided on every point; there is hardly
two men or women united in matters of government or religion. Send an
Elder of this Church to proclaim to them the Gospel of Jesus Christ,
and you will see the devils in hell united with the priests and people
of Christendom to oppose him. They know they are wicked and weltering
in their own corruptions and abominations. But here comes a man to
proclaim to them the word of God. Why do they oppose him? Because he
has the testimony of Jesus Christ, and is sent of God. Do the world
believe we have a false religion, that we are deceivers, and have not
the true faith? No: they are afraid that what we preach is too true;
they are afraid of our union in the Valleys of the Mountains. It has
more terror in it to the kings of the earth than any other subject
that has been revealed to man in this generation. They are afraid God
is with this people—that he controls them.
The same feeling exists among the nations now as anciently, when the
Jews said, He (Jesus) will take away our place and nation, if he is
let alone. This should be a testimony to all the world, when they see
the spirit of division increasing upon almost every subject. They
cannot unite upon any subject, only in opposing the Latter-day Saints.
I feel to say to my brethren and sisters, Let us make up our minds to
do right, and let our union increase, and truly follow the men God has
set to lead us. There is where our salvation lies.
Some of us have been in a measure reproved and corrected. Well, what
of it? No doubt we deserved all we have got and more. We should not
boast over each other because one man is reproved today; you may
receive the rod of chastisement tomorrow.
Let us prepare ourselves, so that, in whatsoever we are corrected, we
may be passive in the hands of the servants of God, and thank the
Lord; for whom the Lord loves he chastens, and scourges every son and
daughter he receives.
When I get through, if I can only find myself associated with the
Twelve Apostles of the Latter-day Saints and with this people, I will
be satisfied. If I can steer my way through this life, and have a
place with you, it is all I will ask.
I pray the Lord to bless you and me, and more particularly the
Presidency of this Church, and clothe them with the power of God and
with salvation, that their hearts may be filled with joy, light, and
truth. And may this people rise up and humble themselves before the
Lord, and take the counsel that is given to them, that we may
be well educated in the things of God, and be obedient children in
treasuring up their teachings and carrying them out, that we may be
saved in the kingdom of God; which is my prayer in the name of Jesus.