I am pleased with the privilege I have in speaking for a short time
this evening.
I wish to have your prayers, and by the aid thereof to speak by the
Spirit of the Lord, for I have found that without that Spirit I never
could command language sufficient to convey my ideas.
With all the study that I have exercised, with all the books I have
read and the experience I have had, I never have been able to convey,
with any degree of force, the ideas presented to my mind, without the
Spirit of the Lord. Believing in this fact, I have never premeditated
what I should say. Some suppose that, to treat upon theology, or any
other science coming under the general term, a person must have a
classical education.
I hope you, as well as myself, have often thought upon the science of
theology, or upon other branches of science; but notwithstanding we
may reflect upon them, and think upon them till we make our heads
ache, yet my experience has proved to me that an Elder of Israel
cannot impress any subject on the minds of the people, unless he has
the Holy Spirit.
I might reason upon this point at some length; for instance, we have
some among us who are good preachers, and who are considered good in
language, but yet they are not able to impress their ideas upon other
minds, unless they have the Spirit of the Lord. I find others who are
not considered good speakers nor good in language, yet when filled
with this Spirit they can convey their ideas in a clear manner to
those whom they address. Therefore I reason like this, if a person
address you and wishes to make a suitable impression upon your mind,
he must have the Spirit.
Latter-day Saints are, and have been highly favored; the channel of
communication has been opened from heaven to earth in our day, and has
inspired this people with the gift of the Holy Ghost, and by that gift
they have proved the things of God. When I read the productions of men
I am apt to forget them; I go for instance, to Elder Hyde's grammar
class, and I study, and read, and commit the rules of grammar to
memory, but unless I keep my mind constantly upon that subject, it
will fly away from me; it is like the man's rabbit, "when he went to
put his hand upon it, it was not there." On the contrary, there are
certain truths brought to my mind by the aid of the Spirit of the
Lord, that I have never forgotten. Truths deposited by the Holy Ghost
are treasured up in the mind, and do not leave it.
One trait I have had in my character from my boyhood, and that is, not
to believe every story told me to be true. I well remember that my
mother used to instruct and teach me that if I was a bad boy, I should
have to go to hell, and that the fire there was seven times hotter
than any fire I could possibly make, even if I should make it with
beech or maple wood, and there I must burn forever and ever. I
never believed this story, but I presume that my mother did; I could
not, therefore I felt no trouble about it.
Still I was particular in my notions of certain ideas. I remember
reflecting when very young—my brother had killed a quail, and in
conversing upon the circumstances, he asked my mother if there was not
a quail heaven, which caused me to reflect much upon the idea of a
future state of the animal creation. And, when quite young, I read the
sermons of John Wesley, who believed that the animal creation would
have an eternal existence as well as man, therefore my ideas were
strengthened upon this thing; but when I came to read the vision given
to Joseph Smith upon a future state, as contained in the Book of
Doctrine and Covenants, I believed it, although some in our
neighborhood were much troubled with the doctrine it contained, but it
gave me great joy and satisfaction.
From the time I began to read books, I have been particular in
relation to what I would accept for doctrine. I am aware that some
persons will believe almost anything, and are not particular in
relation to the doctrine they receive.
I remember well, when a boy, of hearing brother Brigham speak in
tongues, and the effect it produced I shall never forget; I could feel
the spirit, although I did not fully understand the tongue. I have
heard others speak in tongues, but it had not the same effect, and I
have marked the different impressions received under different
individuals.
When a man teaches doctrine, let him keep on the track, and teach what
we can realize and understand, for I do dislike to receive anything
for doctrine and afterwards be under the necessity of giving it up
because it is erroneous. Hence, if you desire to be constantly led in
the path of truth, you will have to be led by the inspiration of the
Lord. If I hear a righteous man teach doctrine which I cannot believe
nor comprehend, I mark the saying, and I find, that in course of time,
the Holy Spirit makes the principle manifest, and sets the matter
right.
When you have a teacher upon the earth and he gives you instruction,
is it for you to rise up and say that you will not abide by his
counsel, that you can instruct as well as he can? If a person
possesses more intelligence, and has more knowledge than his teacher,
perhaps they might assume the right to teach those who are placed over
them. Yet those in this church who have taken this course have
betrayed their own weakness and folly. But as God has given us a
teacher, it is his prerogative to teach in every sense of the word,
and give unto us every lesson that we need.
Take the balance of the world from the Saints, and with all their
learning—with all their vanity—with all their books, science, and
education—and contrast it with the fountain of knowledge that God,
angels, and the servants of God possess, and what are the world with
all their boasted acquirements, when contrasted with these things?
What do they understand about the principles by which man is to be
exalted into the presence of God?
Take the wisest statesmen and philosophers there are in the world, and
with all the knowledge they may acquire upon astronomy, philosophy, or
any other branch of science known among the children of men, and they
will come far short of a perfect knowledge of science in all its parts
and bearings. If we could call up father Abraham, I suppose he could
teach us more philosophy and astronomy in one day, than those to whom
I have alluded could teach you in years. Call up Daniel, and he
would tell us he learned more in one vision, concerning the history
of the Medes and Persians, and of the Romans, and others, than modern
historians could learn by reading for years.
"No man can understand the things of God, but by the Spirit of God."
Ask a person who has preached for years, if he can remember what he
said; I know I cannot. I can remember that I had the Spirit of God at
such a time; I remember that I taught by the Holy Ghost at such a
time, and the testimony that I bore to the people, and I realize the
principle, I trusted in the Lord. I know no more about shaping my
discourses than I did when I first commenced to preach, and no more
than if I had never preached in my life; but I always speak from the
impressions of the moment, as I receive them. I want to go into a
meeting without anything premeditated, and speak from the impulse of
the moment, for I feel well when taking this course. Whether I feel
lively and energetic, or dull and sleepy, I shall speak accordingly.
I have passed through various scenes up and down in the world, and
never failed to accomplish anything that has been given me to do. I
have in my life, crossed some of the most dangerous water courses—some
which no other person would attempt to cross; not that I was any more
daring than they were, naturally, but by acting in accordance with the
impression that I then received, and from those impressions I knew I
could cross. And on different occasions, when I have carried out those
impressions, it has come out just right; and when I have not done so,
it has been just the reverse.
In the year 1834, when Zion's camp was moving from Kirtland to
Missouri, one day I left the camp and went out to hunt in the woods of
Ohio, and strayed away from the camp some 10 or 11 miles. The camp
kept moving on all the time, and I entirely lost the track, and having
no compass, I knew not towards what point I should travel. I kept
traveling on till the afterpart of the day; I then concluded I would
pray, but I could not get any impression where the camp was. However,
I soon after received an impression from the Spirit, the same Spirit
we had in Kirtland, and the same Spirit we enjoy in this place; and
immediately after receiving the impression, I looked before me, and
there was the camp moving on in regular order. I could see it just as
clear as I did in the morning; there were the people, the wagons and
horses, all in their places as I left them in the forepart of the
day, and I supposed they were not more than 80 rods off. But after
turning away for a moment, I again looked in the same direction, but
all was gone. Still the Spirit told me to travel on in the same
direction I had seen the camp; I did so, and after traveling some 8
or 10 miles, came up with them, and when they first came in sight,
they looked just as I saw them in the vision.
Again, whenever I have had anything that was great or important to
accomplish, I have been impressed with my own weakness and inability
to perform the task imposed upon me, and that of myself I was as
nothing, only as I trusted in God, and under these circumstances I was
certain to speak by the power and influence of the Holy Ghost. When I
have trusted in books, or in my own acquirements that I had gleaned
from reading the productions of different authors (for I used to be
fond of reading the works of Brown, Abercrombie, Locke, Watts, and
other metaphysical writers), I was sure to be foiled in my attempt,
for all would leave me. But whenever I have trusted in the Lord, and relied upon Him for strength, it has come out right.
I want the Saints of God, when they come to school, to be filled with
the Holy Spirit; I want the Saints to pray that those who speak may do
it by the power of the Holy Ghost, and by this course you will learn
and understand the principle of eternal life and happiness, and will
receive intelligence from the fountain of all knowledge, which will
exalt you in the presence of God. You may read all the books in the
universe, and study all you can upon the science of astronomy,
chemistry, and theology, and make those sciences interwoven with your
very nature, till they are like a straightjacket upon you, and you
may be wrapped up in them and bound hand and foot, and after all they
will not let you into the fountain of all knowledge; but by taking
such a course, you will have to become slaves to the learning that you
have acquired. But I want the Saints to use their learning in the same
manner as a boy uses the top, which is in perfect subjection to him;
upon the same principle let the Saints use their learning, and when
they speak, let it be by the power of God. It is not that I discard
learning, but let it be used properly.
There is a fountain of intelligence, and the channel thereto is open,
thank God for it, and the light of heaven bursts forth through this
channel.
I will now come right down to your own houses, and among your own
families. When you call upon the Lord, night and morning, and do those
things which are right in the sight of God, you feel well, don't you?
But if you act in a different manner, and neglect to pray, and forget
to attend to those duties devolving upon a Saint of God, you feel
barren in the things of God. Can you go and read, and study any
science, and feel that you have the same light beaming upon your
understanding, that a person has who is filled with the Spirit of God,
and that light which animates a heavenly being?
Why was it that Joseph could take the wisest Elder that ever traveled
and preached, and, as it were, circumscribe his very thoughts? Simply
because he had the Holy Ghost. Why can our President do the same? Is
it because he has read books for years? No. But he has sought his God,
and the Holy Ghost is in him, and he is enabled to search the deep
things of God. Then, I say, that man knows the most who enjoys the
greatest portion of the Holy Spirit. An individual who lacks this
principle may be filled with the learning of the world, but can he
rise up and tell it, unless he has the Holy Spirit? I answer, no. To
impress the knowledge that he possesses upon the minds of others, he
must have the Holy Ghost. I wish to enquire whether the channel is
open between you and the heavens, and do you draw daily from that
source? If so, then you are in the narrow path, and rejoicing in the
truth. I mention this that you may come to the school prepared to
receive the impression that may be given. I do not wish you to come
here as though you were coming to Fun Hall (you know this is
sometimes called Fun Hall), but when you come, have your minds
prepared to be instructed in doctrine, and in the love of God, and
pray that you may receive a proper impression upon what may be
advanced; for you must receive item after item, principle after
principle, here a little and there a little, until you get a fountain
of wisdom. I want you to follow the impression that would lead you to
serve God, and the still small voice of God will direct you in all
your ways, and you will be wrapped up and live in revelation, and it
will be your food by day and by night, and it will cause the mind to expand and the heart to leap with joy. I admit that there are
certain Saints who consider certain items as small affairs, but the
least thing, however small it may appear to some, in its results may
be great. If we as Saints of God do right, no difference about who
calls us simple. I tell you, that if you have the Holy Ghost you can
understand, and you can be impressed with truth, and that truth will
make you free, and you will not forget those things which you receive
under the impressions of the Holy Spirit.
A great many people feast upon imagination instead of feasting upon
that which is tangible, and they will allow their minds to be led away
by fancy, and will make out how great they will be at some future
time, and how good they intend to be and how much of the Holy Ghost
they expect to receive; but the idea is, what do you enjoy at the
present time, and what are the blessings you enjoy at this present
moment, right now? Am I doing right today? Is the Holy Ghost in me
now? Is God's blessing with me now—(not at some other time)? If so,
then all is well.
I want the Saints to be impressed with the motto of being happy all
the time; if you cannot be happy today, how can you be happy
tomorrow? I speak this from what I have learned myself; though it has
given me much of trouble, and a great amount of perseverance, to be
happy under all circumstances. I have learned not to fret myself. It
has taken me a great while to arrive at this point, but I have
obtained it in a measure, and perhaps many of you have obtained the
same thing, but I doubt whether a great many have learned the secret
of happiness.
In order to understand the principle of happiness you must not be ever
complaining, but learn not to fret yourselves. If things do not go
right, let them go as they will, if they go rough, let it be so; if
all hell boils over, let it boil. I thank the Lord for the bitter as
well as for the sweet; I like to grapple with the opposite: I like to
work and have something to oppose. I used to dread those things, but
now I like to grapple with opposition, and there is plenty of it on
the right hand and on the left. When trouble gets in among you, shake
it off, or bid it stand out of the way. If the devil should come and
say, "Brother Brigham is not doing his duty, or is not doing right,"
kick him right out of your way; bid him depart, do not allow him to
have place in your habitation, but learn to be happy.
I remember a noted deist who said that it was a poor religion that
would not make a person happy here in this life: he would not give a
fig for such a religion; and I would say the same; give me a religion
that will make me happy here, and that will make me happy hereafter.
If you have the blues, or the greens, shake them off, and learn to be
happy, and to be thankful. If you have nothing to eat but johnny cake,
be thankful for that, and if you have not johnny cake, but have a
roasted potato and buttermilk, why, be thankful; or if you have a
leg of a chicken, or any other kind of food, learn to be thankful, and
if you have only one dollar in your pocket, learn to be as happy under
these circumstances as if you had ten dollars.
One time in Nauvoo, some English brethren did not like to eat corn
bread, and one of them says to another, just before partaking of some,
"Are you going to ask a blessing? I am not going to thank God for
nothing else but corn bread, potatoes, and salt." Brethren, those
feelings should not be, we ought to be happy and shake off the blues,
no difference what we may be called to pass through, but let us have the light of the Lord, the channel of inspiration open, that
the light of truth may break in upon our understandings, that we may
be rich in faith and in good works.
I used once to be troubled with dyspepsia, and had frequently to call
upon the Elders to administer, and on one occasion, brother Joseph
Smith says to me, "Brother Grant, if I could always be with you, I
could cure you." How is it that brother Brigham is able to comfort and
soothe those who are depressed in spirit, and always make those with
whom he associates so happy? I will tell you how he makes us feel so
happy. He is happy himself, and the man who is happy himself can make
others feel so, for the light of God is in him, and others feel the
influence, and feel happy in his society. I want the Saints to live in
a way that they can feel happy all the time, and then we shall enjoy
the Holy Spirit; then we shall meet in heaven to part and meet again;
and when we get through our work assigned us, then we may assist, if
not to make a world as large as this, in organizing some little lump
of clay.
May God bless, save and receive you into his kingdom, is the prayer
and desire of my heart, for Christ's sake. Amen.
- Jedediah M. Grant